Phew… September has been hard work!
My first taste of NROS Open Studios
Northants & Rutland Open Studios is a vast and exciting yearly affair for its exhibiting members and the public to enjoy.
This year is my first time exhibiting with them, and I reckon I got a bit carried away. Instead of doing the sensible thing and giving one or two venues a try, I signed up for four venues in four different locations! That’s four hanging sessions, four lots of stewarding, four lots of social media… and eventually, four dismantling sessions. (Well! Many of you know me by now, so maybe that does not come as such a surprise … but more on that later).
As I write this, I am reflecting on how taxing this whole thing has been for me. Not just physically exhausting, but mentally too.
I still get the same nervous anxiety before a show. The same suspicion that my work is not quite good enough. The quality of the work exhibited in the Open is incredible, so there’s a fair amount of compare and despair goes on inside – much as I try to fight it. Sometimes I think people are just being kind allowing me to participate at all 😂.
A few action shots from the 4 locations…
including en plein air painting workshops and cakes I made for the opening at Buckminster, lots and lots of installing at Stamford and Oakham, the Deputy Mayor opening – and best of all, a wonderful visit from my friend Wendy who came all the way from London for the day!
So what’s next?
I’m hoping for a long period of reflection and a gathering of spirits through play in my studio – in preparation for a 3 artist still life exhibition I have been asked to do next March at a lovely gallery (OMG how nervous that is making me).
Through Nick Wilton’s CVP I am trying to get to grips with sketch-booking, though I can’t say it comes naturally to me yet. I really have to make an effort, and I’m not sure that’s how it should feel? When I’m feeling creative I’m more likely to turn to bigger pieces of paper – these feel more like me.
I still love to paint on top of a brush wipe-off page. Most of my finished paintings start on a messy background. So I have to start playing with ideas for how I want to develop the new still life series!